Take it back

i can't believe i'm hearing this.
don't do this to me.

everything churns, my stomach is knotted.
i thought what we had was different
i thought if we ever walked away
it'd be different

i've never felt this angry in my life.
i'm trying to give you everything i can
and all you do is tear the blank cheque.

i can't believe i feel this way
just give it back
fuck me off and
take it back

it's not easy for me either. and no one cares. fuck this hurts.